Love Letter

Dear Future Husband,

I have a feeling I’m going to be meeting you pretty soon! The last few letters I wrote to you are kind of weird and embarrassing because I was really young and then I was going through a hard time…. But I feel much better now!!! And I’m much older and wiser! I also have a better idea of what you will be like. I can’t wait to meet you.

Sometimes I catch myself throughout the day smiling a secret smile because I’m thinking of you. I think about us going walks together and holding hands. I think about going to church and not feeling so alone anymore. I imagine us lying in bed at night and not being able to stop giggling because we are such huge dorks.

Whenever I’m out and about sometimes I think I see you. Or I see someone that reminds me of you. How can someone remind me of you when I’ve never met you? Yeah, I don’t know it’s kind of weird… But there are some guys that I think have certain characteristics I know you’ll have. I know you’ll have a very open and welcoming smile so that anyone who sees your smile will immediately feel at ease. And you will have eyes that are loving and understanding. People in your company will never feel judged or like they are bothering you.

I don’t know exactly when I’m going to be meeting you or when you’ll read this letter. But I’m trying to be the kind of woman you would want to fall in love with. I’m trying to be someone you will respect and admire. I also don’t know how exactly we’re going to meet. But just please have some patience with me when we do meet. I’m a little shy when it comes to men. I still have some trust issues and I’m still afraid that guys will only hurt me. It might take a little while for me to believe you when you tell me I’m the gal for you. But once I know I will believe you and trust you completely.

I’ve known for a few years now that you’re going to be an amazing man. I’ve felt it several times that not only will you be a great guy who treats me well, you will be an extra AMAZING one of a kind guy. A wonderful man. Which makes me think that I must be a pretty amazing woman to end up with someone as special as you.

So I’ll be seeing you soon. I can’t wait! Let’s spend hours quoting our favorite movie lines and making up silly songs together ok? Ok.
P.S. Are you going to have facial hair like the guy in the above picture? If so, I'm sure you'll rock it! :)

I love you,
Your lovely Mary